Sep 30

COULD I BE ANYMORE EXCITED?!

This will be short.

Boy issues.

School Stress.

Friend Frustration.

Planning out Photoshoots.

BUT NONE OF THAT MATTERS.

why you ask?

My online school (i'm homeschooled for those of you who do not know... well i take the courses online but i go to my old school for help when needed) has a trip called Comparative Civilizations and it has a trip to Italy and Greece. Well the class this year was filled really fast, and today around 3 pm the email was sent out for those who are interested on going on the trip.

Well, I did. And I'm not taking any of the supplementary courses so that is a negative factor.

AND THE TRIP IS FULL.

Did I mention that I got a spot?

aksdjh;fasfjhaldsjf!!!

ahhhh.

YES. I'M EXCITED. WOOHOO. ITALY AND GREECE HERE I COME.

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Sep 25

Showbread

These lyrics are just absolutely thought-provoking.

Amazing.

The song is called 'Matthias Replaces Judas' by Showbread.

You should definitely check it out.

Here's the lyrics:

it is so that my transgressions have born a withered fruit,

the sun has scorched the rising plans;

alas they have no root, the bleached bones of animals bound by leather strips,

dance through the air with laughter as i wield this wicked whip,

as you did warn me carpenter, this world has weakened my heart,

so easily i disparage, self-seeking the work of my art,

and there you have come to me at the moment i bathe in my sorrow,

so in love with myself, sought after avoiding tomorrow,

where do you find the love to offer he who betrays you?

and offer to wash my feet as i offer to disobey you,

your beauty does bereave me, and how my words do fail,

so faithfully and dutifully i award you with betrayal,

the weak and the down trodden fall on broken legs,

as i walk past a smile i cast, fervor in my stead,

but my bones like plastic, do buckle backward now,

i lay in this field by Judas' bowels and anticipate the plow,

i can not be forgiven; my wages will be paid,

for those more lovely and admirable is least among the saved,

and where would i fit Jesus?

what place is left for me?

the price of atonement is more than i've found to offer up as my plea,

Jesus my heart is all i have to give to you, so weak and so unworthy,

this simply will not do, no alabaster jar, no diamond in the rough,

for your body that was broken, how can this be enough?

by me you were abandoned, by me you were betrayed,

yet in your arms and in your heart forever i have stayed

Your glory illuminates my life, and no darkness will descend,

for you have loved me forever, and your love will never end

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Sep 23

YIPEE!

STICKAM TONIGHT WITH LETS GET IT.

STOKED?

SO FREAKING STOKED.

AHHH.

USELESS AGAIN BUT WHATEVER.

I'M EXCITED.. GET OVER IT.

http://myspace.com/letsgetit

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Sep 18

ah.

okay just something short here.

i have an history essay due.

no problem.. i love the class.

always get a good grade.

but just i don't know if what I'm doing will be good enough for grade 12.

i've done the form posts/debate things I got 100% so I think i'm doing it right.

yeah... i don't know.

sorry this is very useless i know.

but i just left like randomly doing this.

okay goodnight.

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Sep 17

Argh!

I have a load of school work to do.

It is ridiculous.

I can do it... but I won't get any sleep.

The only reason why I such a load is cause I spend such a long time on putting the best effort in the my time just goes out the window.... and then I have no time.

As long as my History Essay is finished hopefully by tomorrow night i'll be happy.

TALKING ABOUT THURSDAY.

IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A STICKAM SESSION WITH LETS GET IT.

just so you know, these guys are such sweethearts.

their music kicks butt and they are just so sweet.

GO HAVE A LOOKSIE.

okay.

AND THEY POSTPONED IT.

WHY? i don't know.

i think because of the hurricane-like weather.

so now i'm a little sad and/or angry. I was looking so forward to it.. but yeah.

and um. i think that's it.

this is just a random blog that i decided to do.

i shall update you tomorrow.

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Sep 14

Back to Being a Nerd.

I finally started World of Warcraft since March.

I got my copy and I'm starting back at level one.

If you play, come find me.

Bethelmara, I'm with Alliance on Korgath.

But I may stop, to get ahead in my school work... so I have more game time during the week.

Oh and prayer please.

I'm nauseously sick, and I have no idea why.

My school is coming down with something and this is it I suppose.

TIPS FOR PARENTS.

IF YOUR KIDS ARE SICK KEEP THEM HOME.

they are infecting other kids and then kids like me are at home playing WoW all day.

because your kids made us sick.

ahahahahahahaaha.

okay bye.

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Sep 13

Can It Be True?

My life is making a turn around.

I was originally going to post a vent a week ago.

But my heart just stopped me and gave the word... wait.

I did and this week at school, it was so great.

We’re putting our differences aside and we understand each other.

Maturity is finally developing for all of us, even for those of who are may have been mature already. I may not have to leave my school anymore; I don’t have to worry about this anymore. I’ve prayed for 12 years that this tension would go, and it has. I am so grateful, beyond words. This is amazing, the feeling of seeing such a long prayer to be finally answere

d. I can smile and truly mean it.

OH AND I GOT GLASSES.

http://www.unitedshades.com/product.asp?idmodel=dd1135&switchtocol=719&utm_source=pricegrabber&utm_medium=cpc&utm_content=d&g%20by%20dolce%20&%20gabbana

I’ll post another *cough*better*cough* picture later this week when my room isn’t so dark.

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Sep 12

Words of Inspiration

I had a conversation with a friend yesterday about God and the trials of life that we endure.

This is also for my friend, you need help. I pray for you everyday. You are too young to be throwing your life away. I am your friend, please realize this. You call me 2 am when you are heavily sedated, and yet I am still here. Please change, for your family, your friends, and most importantly yourself. 'I hope to God, that you feel this now' - Underoath.

This is just my words of the conversation.

I want to post them here so she will see them and if you (anyone) just happen to see this and pass by my blog... I hope that whatever trials you are going through that you know God is there and life is worth living.

Some of these will seem a little incomplete, as I was having a conversation... but hopefully you get the main point of what I was saying.

life is a battle. that's what i can tell you. life is a a dark hole of misery and hell.

life is hard cause your a christian. thats the battle we take on.

maybe it's a greater test cause he has something bigger and better than you can ever imagine.

i've gone through hell and back. no one has a freaking idea of my life and how difficult it is. but all this helps me in the end.

the hotter the fire the brighter the shine.

God's your hope and your provider and he has more than you ever could dream of.

you want 2 things? well he will give you twenty fold.

remember when the burden seems to much the beare the end will justify the pain it took to get us there.

it won't be for nothing. don't worry. just rely on God. he's the one. no one else. people fail. big time. he will never and the more you rely on him. the greater he has in store for you

no need for hope. believe it's already there. you're just on the journey to the destination

you know when you buy a plane ticket.

It's paid in full, you just have to endure the trip to get there.

You know what you have, it is there... this is just the preparing before you get there.

Without pain and sadness, we would never know what happiness or joy would feel like.

a rebirth.

well i had this thing about africa.

a lightening bolt started fire.. and burned the forest.

everything was dead and gone but underneath there is life.

and it will grow back ten fold. and more.

like a forest fire.

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Sep 08

keep quiet, quiet! [summer summary]

I set this blog up in June, and I didn’t really do anything in order to put date this.

Sorry. Even though no one actually reads this.

Summer updates.

I shall keep this simple.

- I got a mac.

- I did my first band photoshoot ever.

- I bought a tripod

- I took summer school, which was never really completed.

- I got a new version of Photoshop.

I prefer not to flood you with too much detail.

My summer was okay, Just a SIMPLE okay.

Nothing great and nothing memorable.

I had a great summer planned out but people bailed; I was often replaced and forgotten.

I spent the majority of my summer at the library or in my house.

I wish I could have a second chance to start over, this whole year in general.

But I have learned to move on, to forgive and forget even, if the world makes a job out of reminding you of your past mistakes and failures.

This is my summer summed up.

If I actually kept up with this, then there would be more.

But this is it for now.

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Tell Me Something Good

COULD I BE ANYMORE EXCITED?!

Showbread

YIPEE!

ah.

Argh!

Back to Being a Nerd.

Can It Be True?

Words of Inspiration

keep quiet, quiet! [summer summary]

natahsha priya

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