Cause it's my last chance to make a new beginning.

But, there's that fear that I'll fail there (socially) and will be stuck with the friends I have right now. I suppose that makes me seems so jaded and selfish. I never went to a school, and I've never been socially involved with anything except youth group. I want to start over with new friends and a whole new positive attitude.

Also, University starts in a week. I'm excited & nervous. Don't know what to expect. I want to make new friends. I don't want all my younger, 'high school' friends. I'm looking for something more mature. But in reality, am I asking for too much? I know with me complaining, the problem starts with me. However, what if there is a slight chance it isn't me? I guess you can only try fix yourself.

Is it possible though, to wipe out your past and start over? Or, in the process will you be buried under your efforts?

I'm confused.