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Tomorrow is the big day. I'm meeting with a record producer to show my photography portfolio. He really liked the band shots I did for some friends, that he's recording. So, I'm just really praying that this opens up some doors. I have my portfolio ready to go with everything from portraits to live shows to band shoots. Should be fun.

is horrible. more specifically when you haven't slept in about three weeks.

This song brings me to tears.

I've slacked in my blogging duties. Simply because I'm starting to get busy and any free time that I have, I end up being a lazy sloth. However, I'm going to make an earnest effort to blog more.

I'm a photographer... but I want to be a singer. As much as it may seem as a fantasy, it's a dream that I'll not give it up. However, my passion burns, yet I ignore the urge to practice. I constantly plan shoots to become a better photographer, but that's not where my heart is. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful that God has gifted me. However, I know there is another calling that I'm ignoring. Some people don't understand, it's easier for me to take pictures. Singing practice with my coach is an hour and forty-five minutes everyday, just on vocal exercises alone. Then, followed by an hour of singing. Considering, all I get to do is sit and make strange noises. There is a lot to do, and not many people get that. I'm frustrated, as I've made so much progress as a musician that I don't use it as motivation to grow. God has given the opportunity to have an amazing coach. I need to see it as a blessing and then turn it into a passion burning fervently. I have 5 months before I head to University. 5 months to master something that I was supposed to finish in the matter of 6 months back in June 2008. 5 months before I can even venture into the idea of starting a band.

The infamous trip involved: getting lost on the highway, eating Chipotle for the first time, buying clothes, all you can eat buffets, being guest listed, watching a show side stage, making new friends, dinner with Jeffree Star and hugs. lots of hugs. i like hugs. :]

First off, these are absolutely pointless. However, cause they do compare your personality to a literary piece... I was intrigued. I also find the description very accurate. Especially the compassion thing. Every time I see an elder, someone suffered with development issues, someone poor, someone with heart ache, people without jobs, kids without fathers/mothers. This list goes on, so I won't bother you with it.

diffident |ˈdifidənt|adjectivemodest or shy because of a lack of self-confidence

Couldn't be more right.

I want something new, something edgy. Nothing trendy like scene side-bangs or blonde highlights. I have 3 narrowed down. Just give input or whatever, cause I'm confused.

Of course my trip to get my ID came to stop, as again I don't have secondary ID. So, we're getting my health card mailed which may take up to ten days. Side note, Seattle is in 13 days. After that, it's a passport struggle. I'll have to pay express, but I need a valid reason. The reason also needs to be approved by the passport officer, so if they decide no... I'm stuck. My whole summer has revolved around this Seattle trip. If I can't, I'll seriously be heart broken. I've been so excited for this since the concert date was mentioned.

I had my nose pierced when I was 11, yes 11, while in Fiji. Took it out after I got really sick andwasn't allowed to put it back in. Well, now is the time that I will be getting it re-pierced.

I haven't blogged for a few weeks, as some of you may have noticed. The excuses either range from 'Eh, not in the mood' or simply 'Where do I even start?' There's been a lot of ups and downs the past few weeks. My grades for school messed up, and the government failed me for 2 courses. Which baffles my teachers as I had very good marks in those classes. Then, my transcript is missing my grades for Math 11, History 12, Marketing, Entre, Geography, Math 12 and French. I can't even apply for CapU until that's figured out. Prayers are appreciated regarding this.

Gory death = Wakefield
Sad death = Trish, Sully, Danny
Emotional death = Henry

Killer revealed = Henry
Wakefield's Child = Henry

if you watch the show. let me know. :D

I mentioned in the beginning of the year about starting a reading list of 25 or 50 books? Obviously as I don't remember the number, I haven't read any. Well, know that I am a free grad, I have a lot of free time, until I find a job. Haha, I double checked, and it's 25 for the year and I want to cram 15 in 2-3 months? HAHA. Oh well, I'll try.

okay just to be weird. ignore this, unless you watch the show.

... Especially when we are bored.