That 2010 is gonna be a good year.
That 2010 is gonna be a good, good year.
woohoo. :]
Cause it's my last chance to make a new beginning.
But, there's that fear that I'll fail there (socially) and will be stuck with the friends I have right now. I suppose that makes me seems so jaded and selfish. I never went to a school, and I've never been socially involved with anything except youth group. I want to start over with new friends and a whole new positive attitude.
Also, University starts in a week. I'm excited & nervous. Don't know what to expect. I want to make new friends. I don't want all my younger, 'high school' friends. I'm looking for something more mature. But in reality, am I asking for too much? I know with me complaining, the problem starts with me. However, what if there is a slight chance it isn't me? I guess you can only try fix yourself.
Is it possible though, to wipe out your past and start over? Or, in the process will you be buried under your efforts?
I'm confused.
If you’ve heard of lockers you know people are dying for invites.
Here’s the next big time: Swag Bucks.
Free Registration. Collect Points. Hello, awesome site?
I think so.
I took that picture. :]
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Heading off tomorrow to see the Atticus tour in Seattle. This venue is larger, so I don't know if they'll even let me in with my camera. Praying that they do. So, I'll be seeing Finch, Blessthefall, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Of Mice & Men, Let's Get It and The Sky Electric. 6 BANDS THAT I MAY GET TO SHOOT. ME = HAPPY. Praying it all work out. Long drive down there, also I have some promos that I need to finish up for Fearless. Hopefully I'll get to see a load of kids who want some free stickers and mini-posters?
I'M HAPPY. I'M GOING TO EAT CHIPOTLE, BUY SOME VINYL. HANG OUT WITH BANDS. GET SOME AWESOME PICTURES. EAT MORE CHIPOTLE. AND BUY THE OFFICE ON DVD.
Okay, sleepy time. I'm still sick and need all the rest I can get.
The new album from 'Every Avenue' is now out. Be sure to get your copy on itunes!
I've had a listen, and it's really good. If you're into the pop/rock bands... go for it!
Want a free song from Eye Alaska?
Head on over to Pac Sun to download 'Walk Like A Gentleman' for free!
The record comes out on Tuesday. It's really good, believe me.
you'd like to hear it before you buy it, Alloy.com is streaming the whole album.
Be sure to check it out, either pre-order or buy it in stores on Tuesday, November 3rd!
Tomorrow is the big day. I'm meeting with a record producer to show my photography portfolio. He really liked the band shots I did for some friends, that he's recording. So, I'm just really praying that this opens up some doors. I have my portfolio ready to go with everything from portraits to live shows to band shoots. Should be fun.
i literally can feel my immune system failing.
i'm moody, selfish and angry. and i don't like it one bit.
i'm on about three different meds and they can't be taken at the same time.
only because they set off negative reactions.
i have to go to the states saturday and i probably won't be able to.
either because i'm really sick or that my mood will tick off anyone that i'll meet.
i hate being sick. i also hate working while i'm sick.
also, the thought of college terrifies me.
i'll stop being so negative. i just needed someone/something to vent at.
A new album is out by the band blessthefall, called 'WITNESS'
I gave it a listen, pretty darn good.
If you're into A Skylit Drive, Agraceful, Every Time I Die and The Devil Wears Prada, be sure to check out blessthefall.
Even go ahead and add them on myspace, too!
p.s i'm not spamming you, lulz. i work for the fearless records street team and it's kind of my job to do these promos.
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In reality, it's only in Christ.
Only in Him are we complete.
Updatesssss.
TRANSCRIPT IS FIXEDEDEDEDEDEDED! This pleases me so.
Photography is starting to turn into a small business, which also pleases me.
I'm pushing myself to finish vocal coaching so I can update to advance singing, woo!
Oh yeah, I'm accepted at Capilano U. :D
Anyways, I've learned quite a bit over past few weeks. Whether it's simply growing up or I'm finally coming to my senses. I've taken a new outlook on my life.
... I promise I'll finish that tomorrow, I'm sleepy and need to go to bed. However, my insomnia is back so we'll see how well that goes tonight.
I will push myself.
I will practice.
I will not give up.
I need to stop procrastination.
I need to get my priorities right.
You are Alice, from Lewis Carroll's timeless masterpiece. You're an inquisitive person with a great sense of empathy and compassion. You have a deep, but quiet, love for others, especially the less fortunate. Some might criticize you for being headstrong, but most see your boldness as an endearing quality. You don't always fit in with the rest of society, but you follow your heart, and you have a good head on your shoulders. Although you occasionally have to struggle to find your place in the world, you never compromise your integrity. You are who you are, love it or leave it.
diffident |ˈdifidənt|adjectivemodest or shy because of a lack of self-confidence
Couldn't be more right.
First off: my normal long hair. same length but some layers in.
second: same length, maybe some layers and bangs in the front.
third: same length, layers and side bangs.
Also, got to love the power of photoshop. :D
I messaged one of the band members if they could email me a statement, as to way I need to be there. :D
Prayer, prayer, prayer. I can't do anything else but I'm praying God sort it out. I will admit, it is my fault for not getting my documents faster. I just got caught up with summer and forgot. I'm just really praying it all works and I'll be able to go.
natahsha priya
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I have two h's in my name. I'm a Christian.
I sing my heart out. I take pictures.
The library is my favourite place.
I watch Friends too much. I love real, deep conversations that make you think, love and grow.
I think too hard at times.
I can be awkward and quirky.
I'm a perfectionist.
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