Last night, I had an amazing prayer. Just tears and all my concerns and hopes poured to God and placed into God's hands. My life is his story, and he will write every chapter. I leave it at that and in the meantime I need maturity to get through the situation. This is not the end of it, and there will be the next 2-3 years where I'll be facing both HIM and HER. The feelings won't completely go away, but I can push them aside. You never know, I just might find someone that will make him seem like scum. I give it to God, my life in his hands.. forever.
'So just take my time and use it, I'm ready... So, in this hour, everything I will do will be all for this moment, everything's for you. My heart is open and will end... so take it.'
