silly weather man.
I don't know if it is jealousy of not, but every time I have a shoot with this girl... I leave feeling hideous. My self-esteem goes down and for week I refuse to have my picture taken. She is pretty, I won't lie; but there's coloured contacts, revealing outfits, hair extensions and lots of makeup. I don't need another of those things to get attention. She's still gorgeous, me on the other hand, I'm petite, looks like I have no chest (but I do! haha. I just wear looser clothes) I look like I'm 12. Then again, our personalities are different. I don't go through 6 boyfriends in the matter for 6 months. Hence, why I never get any attention. I feel ugly. I don't need fancy clothes, fake hair, or fake colour eyes to get attention. I don't know what it is, maybe I am not that attractive or maybe I don't need physical items to lure people in. I'm just hoping it's my personality and heart that shine. I'm praying that the compassion that Jesus Christ had radiates through me. I want to be the sunshine in people's lives, I want to be the person that shows them the beauty in life as God intended it to be. I want to be a creation of God that serves purpose, passion, purity and personality. That is what I want people to be attracted to.
Note: I sound very judgmental here, I'm not trying to be. However it tends that all with all my friends, this applies. I don't know if it is something wrong on my end or if it's how how girl's portray themselves. I don't know, I'm just hoping a nice boy likes me for my heart and not my body.
Here's a shot. This shoot turned out really good, I'm glad my portfolio is getting bigger.
Awe Natahsha, none of that is true.
You are a stunning girl inside and out, you don't look like your 12, and you definitely don't have the personality of a 12 year old either. You're smart, funny, talented and radiate Christ. It's uplifting and encouraging. To top it off, you have captivating eyes and a gorgeous smile.
The pictures are beautiful. You are extremely talented. Very Jealous.
Some boy is going to be so captivated by you one day, just you wait. He'll be smokin'
Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.
but don't worry, natahsha, i think you're way gorgeous the way you are. anyone can be pretty when it's all fake - fake eye color, fake hair, tons of paint on their face.
you have so much more than that <3
but i totally know how you feel. more than you know.
I just spent a few minutes sifting through your flickr and I realized I completely forgot how much I love your photography <3
Also, I've never even seen your body, and I adore you. ADORE. So, I mean, I think your soul speaks volumes. <3 I love you a lot.
Also also, your face is amazing. :]