I don't want to like him as of right now, cause I don't know where he stands.
I don't know if they are official.
I don't even know what I want.
There's a part of me that still wants him, yet there's another saying wait..
and another telling me to simply get over it.
Everything was fine, until a week ago.
I was well on my way, to moving on.
I want to be friends, but I want to know if we could be more.
That's what bothers me, the fact that I'll have to wait around.
Also, I REALLY need to stop blogging about him.
No, I think you need to blog about him more often. Or journal it. Because you need to get it out there. You need to be able to look back and remember how it all felt. That has been the thing that's helped me the most with my boy things.
And, truthfully, you'll KNOW when you're over him. You'll know so hard that you kind of wish you weren't, but at the same time you're also just sick of him. You won't want to hang out with him, you'll have no desire to text him, and kind of wish he wasn't in your Shakespeare group. Just, ahhhh. I know EXACTLY what you are going through, I'm just six months farther down the line.
And if you ever don't feel like blogging it, email me. Message me. I'll listen and have some words of advice. Because I swear what you just wrote sounds like you could've copied/pasted straight outta my journal.
I love you.
<3
boys=mess of confusion & good looks.
Whatever you do, don't stop letting it out. Whether it be blogging, journaling... whatever. That's important.