So, considering the whole boy situation. It's probably caused more confusion than it's intended to be. Turns out, we're friends... good friends. I'm leaving it at that, I don't want to post too many details but looks like there's a good friendship starting. I need to learn to grow up and to not make assumptions because of how someone is online. It's their heart and personality when we see them in person, that's who you are friends with. Not the person online, but rather for the person that they really are. My heart is still holding onto him though, I have no idea why. I'm no longer attracted to him in that sense... but still waiting is no easy game. 

1 Comment

1. jennifer on May 12, 2009 at 9:25 PM

   I think it's a little ironic/coincidental that you and I went through/are going through really similar circumstances at really similar times in our lives. It's like life is orchestrated by some Great Author who's working to make all the pieces fit together or something.
   <3
   i love you.