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A blog of an eighteen year old girl discovering, ranting and contemplating.
A tiny girl who has a lot on her mind and has a lot to say.
Some times she doesn't think, some times she over thinks.
You never know, she just might tell you something good.


Dream to live, and live to believe. Only hope can save us.

Wisdom as a Shield

Proverbs 2

 1My son, if thou wilt receive my words, and hide my commandments with thee;

 2So that thou incline thine ear unto wisdom, and apply thine heart to understanding;

 3Yea, if thou criest after knowledge, and liftest up thy voice for understanding;

 4If thou seekest her as silver, and searchest for her as for hid treasures;

 5Then shalt thou understand the fear of the LORD, and find the knowledge of God.

 6For the LORD giveth wisdom: out of his mouth cometh knowledge and understanding.

 7He layeth up sound wisdom for the righteous: he is a buckler to them that walk uprightly.

 8He keepeth the paths of judgment, and preserveth the way of his saints.

 9Then shalt thou understand righteousness, and judgment, and equity; yea, every good path.

 10When wisdom entereth into thine heart, and knowledge is pleasant unto thy soul;

 11Discretion shall preserve thee, understanding shall keep thee:

 12To deliver thee from the way of the evil man, from the man that speaketh froward things;

 13Who leave the paths of uprightness, to walk in the ways of darkness;

 14Who rejoice to do evil, and delight in the frowardness of the wicked;

 15Whose ways are crooked, and they froward in their paths:

 16To deliver thee from the strange woman, even from the stranger which flattereth with her words;

 17Which forsaketh the guide of her youth, and forgetteth the covenant of her God.

 18For her house inclineth unto death, and her paths unto the dead.

 19None that go unto her return again, neither take they hold of the paths of life.

 20That thou mayest walk in the way of good men, and keep the paths of the righteous.

 21For the upright shall dwell in the land, and the perfect shall remain in it.

 22But the wicked shall be cut off from the earth, and the transgressors shall be rooted out of it

--

Those who seek after the wisdom of God; he will watch over you. wisdom is something that can save you from your darkest times. It is also God that will ultimately save you. Wisdom is not only knowledge; it is your guide, mentor, spiritual growth and most importantly your shield. Wisdom is not only in your mind, it is evident through our actions. Our words are the most powerful and destructive tools we can use. It can lead both to mental, emotional and physical distress. Why I say physical is you can openly mock someone, emotionally they are hurt and physically they will hurt themselves. Our words are not only in the moment, they can live on for years causing the same pain that it did the first time. Words are destructive, they cause far more damage than we can comprehend. With wisdom we can use our words to heal, nurture and love. That is what we are called to do in our lives as Christians. Show love to those around us through our words and actions. Only through wisdom will we use the right actions and words to have a positive impact. 

Wisdom will protect you from your very death as this chapter tells us. Making the wrong decisions will dig our graves. The actions that can lead us down that very path are disguised. As 'alien women with flattering words,' aka girls who are flirts. For the girls: in a very attractive, promising boy ... there can be trouble. Simple words can lead you astray. But how do we make sure that we make the right decisions?  Through wisdom we can see the opportunities that can take us down. Our conscious, a gift from God, is meant to protect us from the death, turmoil and trouble that awaits for us in the dark.

Stay in tune with God. His wisdom will guide you among the story line that is your life. Give him the chance, give him the glory. This chance will bring you wisdom and life.

After all... who wants a autobiography with a tragic ending?


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Wise Thoughfulness

 1THE PROVERBS (truths obscurely expressed, maxims, and parables) of Solomon son of David, king of Israel:

    2[a]That people may know skillful and godly [b]Wisdom and instruction, discern and comprehend the words of understanding and insight,

    3Receive instruction in wise dealing and the discipline of wise thoughtfulness, righteousness, justice, and integrity,

    4That prudence may be given to the simple, and knowledge, discretion, and discernment to the youth--

    5The wise also will hear and increase in learning, and the person of understanding will acquire skill and attain to sound counsel [so that he may be able to steer his course rightly]--(A)

    6That people may understand a proverb and a figure of speech or an enigma with its interpretation, and the words of the wise and their dark sayings or riddles.

    7The reverent and worshipful fear of the Lord is the beginning and the principal and choice part of knowledge [its starting point and its essence]; but fools despise skillful and godly Wisdom, instruction, and discipline.(B)

    8My son, hear the instruction of your father; reject not nor forsake the teaching of your mother.

    9For they are a [victor's] chaplet (garland) of grace upon your head and chains and pendants [of gold worn by kings] for your neck.

    10My son, if sinners entice you, do not consent.(C)

    11If they say, Come with us; let us lie in wait [to shed] blood, let us ambush the innocent without cause [and show that his piety is in vain];

    12Let us swallow them up alive as does Sheol (the place of the dead), and whole, as those who go down into the pit [of the dead];

    13We shall find and take all kinds of precious goods [when our victims are put out of the way], we shall fill our houses with plunder;

    14Throw in your lot with us [they insist] and be a sworn brother and comrade; let us all have one purse in common--

    15My son, do not walk in the way with them; restrain your foot from their path;

    16For their feet run to evil, and they make haste to shed blood.

    17For in vain is the net spread in the sight of any bird!

    18But [when these men set a trap for others] they are lying in wait for their own blood; they set an ambush for their own lives.

    19So are the ways of everyone who is greedy of gain; such [greed for plunder] takes away the lives of its possessors.(D)

    20[c]Wisdom cries aloud in the street, she raises her voice in the markets;

    21She cries at the head of the noisy intersections [in the chief gathering places]; at the entrance of the city gates she speaks:

    22How long, O simple ones [open to evil], will you love being simple? And the scoffers delight in scoffing and [self-confident] fools hate knowledge?

    23If you will turn (repent) and give heed to my reproof, behold, I [[d]Wisdom] will pour out my spirit upon you, I will make my words known to you.(E)

    24Because I have called and you have refused [to answer], have stretched out my hand and no man has heeded it,(F)

    25And you treated as nothing all my counsel and would accept none of my reproof,

    26I also will laugh at your calamity; I will mock when the thing comes that shall cause you terror and panic--

    27When your panic comes as a storm and desolation and your calamity comes on as a whirlwind, when distress and anguish come upon you.

    28Then will they call upon me [Wisdom] but I will not answer; they will seek me early and diligently but they will not find me.(G)

    29Because they hated knowledge and did not choose the reverent and worshipful fear of the Lord,(H)

    30Would accept none of my counsel, and despised all my reproof,

    31Therefore shall they eat of the fruit of their own way and be satiated with their own devices.

    32For the backsliding of the simple shall slay them, and the careless ease of [self-confident] fools shall destroy them.(I)

    33But whoso hearkens to me [Wisdom] shall dwell securely and in confident trust and shall be quiet, without fear or dread of evil.

--

I find the first chapter in Proverbs to be rather significant. Here it pretty much summarizes the benefits, warnings, disadvantages of wisdom. 

When you are dejecting wisdom, you are rejecting God. That's the biggest point that stands out to me. God longs for his children to be led in righteousness. The Bible is our guide, in which we need to study. We need to be saturated in the word of God. We need self discipline to put us in line with the word of God. Wisdom brings forth a sound mind. And as in book of Peter, we are not given a spirit of fear; but of love, peace and a sound mind. In order for us to be at the level that God wants us to be, we need wisdom.


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night nine

I got like... 1 hour of sleep.
11:30 in bed.... not asleep yet.
and was awake at 1. 

yes again.

well the essay is done. :]

Tomorrow is my school's/church party thing.
I'm volunteering to help out. I bought a mask with feathers but now I don't like it.
So I think I'll just go with skinnies, high heels, white v-neck and red lipstick... semi-rockstar. 
Then after we are off to the cabin my friend's dad has fireworks, hot chocolate and stuff planned. For some reason my eyeliner has disappeared so I've been mixing water with black eyeshadow and my eye is all pink now. So I have to go and buy new eyeliner

OH. and after 12pm at school it's free time.
cause yeah.. and i can play wow for like 4 hours. 
I asked my teacher and she gave the ok. 
BUT.. I want to finish everything because report grades are due on the 7th, so I'm taking the free afternoon in two weeks. That way, everything is done and out of the way.

The Devil Wears Prada re released their album 'Plagues' and it has a dvd on Tuesday. I pre-ordered September 17th... orders were supposed to be shipped out on the 23rd. Mine is still being processed. I was one of the first people to order (announced album date Sept 13th). And the official details for the pre-order were out at the end of the month. Well my order isn't shipped yet and everyone is getting their copy. I really really really really want to see this dvd, so bad. BUT I'M BEING PATIENT. Well, I'm trying. 

Also, daily bog devotions will be up on November 1st. 
I'm started Proverbs, a chapter a day and I will reflect on it and what not.

I think that's it.. 
well keep me in your prayers. 
i need sleep. i need God. 
I need stability from something in my life. 

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Promise and Command

This is straight from my Bible Study Notes, at my school we discussed a verse and a relating verse and we write down our thoughts... this is mine.

Psalms 5:12 (Amplified)

'For You, Lord, will bless the [uncompromisingly] righteous [him who is upright and in right standing with You]; as with a shield You will surround him with goodwill (pleasure and favor)

Is this a promise or a command?

It is a promise and a command. The promise is that the Lord will bless those who are faithful to Him. The command is remaining upright in the Lord, not comprising your doctrines. The ending promise is: He will have favor upon you [us]. Wickedness will not stand before the Lord. He will bless those who follow him, He will guide you along with surrounding favor, 'Compass as a shield [KJV]; Surround him with goodwill (pleasure and favor) [Amplified] this is our protection.


How Psalms 5:12 relates to David (the author)

 

David was going through a very difficult time, where opposition was prevailing and David cried out to God. He wanted God to hear his cries, and he continued to wait for a solution from Heaven above. David prayed out to God to hold those were against him, accountable for their actions. Those who turn to God in these times of turmoil will be blessed with favor. This favor will take account in God's perfect timing. 

 

My view on Psalms 5:12

 

Turn to God when things are in opposition to you. This trust in the Lord will bless you eternally. Even standing up for you beliefs, God will have favor in your life, in opportunities and timing that is preeminent for me. God will defend those who follow Him. 

 

Reference Verse: Acts 7: 8-10 

8Then he gave Abraham the covenant of circumcision. And Abraham became the father of Isaac and circumcised him eight days after his birth. Later Isaac became the father of Jacob, and Jacob became the father of the twelve patriarchs.

 9"Because the patriarchs were jealous of Joseph, they sold him as a slave into Egypt. But God was with him 10and rescued him from all his troubles. He gave Joseph wisdom and enabled him to gain the goodwill of Pharaoh king of Egypt; so he made him ruler over Egypt and all his palace.

Relation between the two verses 

God delivered Joseph from slavery and prison into the house of the Pharaoh. This is where he became Governor of Egypt. Amidst the turmoil of being in jail; he remained faithful to God. The Lord gave him favor through Pharaoh. 

Joseph was tempted to commit adultery with Potifer's wife. He went along with it.. he would have been kicked out. Even worse, adultery was a big no-no, so he would have been stoned and killed... just a possibility. But because he remained faithful to God and he kept his ways straight, God gave in favor (Governor)

However, being faithful is one thing and so is God providing protection and favour to us. This is a ‘two-way’ deal where both have promises that need to be kept. When things go wrong, look at us instead of blaming it on the Lord. He is not the source of your tribulations it is you (us). Giving into what Satan wants, and not what God has in store. God tries us because he knows our hearts; he wants us to go through these hard times while we rely on Him. These are the test and trials we endure, remaining faithful in God provides a promise from God that he will protect you.

 

 

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night 8

or 7.. or 9.
i really don't remember.
but i'm exhausted.

went to bed at 11 after studying.
woke up at 1 am. 

argh
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Make it night six....

... of no sleep.

I feel like I am about to pass out. 
But my body won't allow me to sleep and it's getting really frustrating.

BUT GOOD NEWS. NO GOVERNMENT EXAMS TO GET INTO UNIVERSITY THIS YEAR.
This just got me out of five provincial exams.
Boy am I happy. But I'm still tired. and I don't like it.
But I feel like a little stress has been lifted off my shoulders.
I'm not even worried about my History essay due for Friday.

Simply. God is good. 

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ahhhh.

I have an essay due this coming friday.
I started a little early on the topics but I have a problem with resources.
The 3 that I wanted to do were on kamikaze, the atomic bomb revenge and the German U-boats.
BUT MY LIBRARY HAS ONLY 1-3 BOOKS ON THE SAID TOPICS.
I need a minimum of 5. So now, I'm stuck on doing an essay on how insane Hitler is.... yet again.
I GOT THE POINT, HE HATED THE JEWS, HE WANTED TO KILL THEM BECAUSE HE SUFFERED FROM PSYCHOLOGICAL ISSUES. 

I love WW2 history, but I really don't want to do another essay on Hitler.

Oh well.... what can we do?

As for life.. it is getting better, I'm learning to really control myself (the whole good deeds thing). We (volleyball team) lost so much, and I have lazy kids on my team and often when they'd miss their shot I'd yell out, '*insert name here*!!!! THE BALL WAS RIGHT THERE!!! ARGH.' Now, it's 'ehh. *sigh* so it's getting better. 

Oh, and for those of you who read this, please pray for me.
Over the past month, my sleeping patterns have been knocked off.
I am awake for the majority of nights and then there are some where I can sleep.
However the past week, I have been awake all night, the most sleep I'll get is about 1 - 2 hours.
I am absolutely drained, and I can't take a break cause I have school work that needs to be completed. I don't know if it is the stress or personal life issues. I don't know, but as for know I am in desperate need of sleep. 


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Intimidation

Over the last few days, I've thinking a little bit more about life after grade 12.
I plan to travel in the summer and start university in the second semester.
but.. being in such a small bubble I feel so intimidated.
I spent an hour last night looking at the site at all the courses to get a degree, the grades you need and the huge atmosphere. I have a fear of failing.. I feel terrified at the thought of going to school. 40 courses in 4 years.. to get a degree. That's sleepless nights, and studious days that I feel I will not be able to handle. Then there's the option of breaking it up... the taking 8 years to do the course. I simply just want in and then out. 4 years max... I can't take more than that. As of right now I am extremely scared.. and I feel so small and naive compared the party-hard lifestyles of college and university. I'm awkward, I won't fit in.

Is this because people were scared that I was unable to fight for myself?
So they keep me home schooled and in a small church school where I can be easily controlled and monitored?I can't be kept like this all the time...
... out of fear they kept in that small little world and now next year I'll have to pay the consequences. 

I have a strong conscious and I know what I want. 
I am strong and I can stand for myself. 
Give me the chance.
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Go On Live....

By Attack Attack!
Good song with encouraging lyrics.

check it.


You never said that this would be easy,
So go on live,
You never said that this would be easy,
So go on live.

WOOOOOO!

This is the best part of the message,
And it only took one.

We live for what He's worth,
And that's more than you'll know.
He died for what He loved,
And what he loved was you.

I'll wait for you,
You know I'll wait for you,
I'll wait for you,
You know I'll wait for you.

You never said that this would be easy,
So go on live,
You never said that this would be easy,
So go on live.

Bow your head,
Go on live.

This is the time to let yourself go,
Lord pick me off the ground,
You never said this would be simple,
So pull me in and turn around.
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The whole wide world....

.. is fearing the wrong things. 
- Modify the Pronounciation by The Devil Wears Prada

I don't how to spell the title, even if I am an insanely huge fan of the band. 
there's just too many variations, so we'll just leave it at that.

This last week has completely horrific, joyful, saddening as well as fascinating. 
I wouldn't say it was my favourite week, but I do feel that it has helped me to see life through a different perspective as well as to stand my ground, on the topics such as my faith and my own individual views. 

I've learned that Christians, feel free to disagree, tend to be more judgmental especially when we are taught to love everyone regardless of their life or appearance. Jesus was a friend with a prostitute, Mary Magdalene, and not once did he judge her. He was her friend and most importantly her Saviour. As humans and even Christians, we are not in that place to judge others. It's just sad to see Christians, that you see in your church tend to be hostile and judgmental. My heart breaks at this, cause were all in that position of being unsaved... so why condemn them? Even if it is just stares or gossiping it's wrong. I just pray for these people, that the grace and love of God will have mercy on them. We all make mistakes, I just pray that as Christians through God we (yes, we I am guilty of this too) can see our faults and then we can be humble and loving to those around us. Jesus, when he lived on earth, loved and cared for everyone even those who had infectious diseases and were considered outcasts. This is the love that we need to share, not preaching at people but rather to them, to their hearts... and not condemning them but showing them hope and love. This is Christianity and this is what we need to share.


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i want the end

now.

life is getting too much for me.
i can't deal with it right now.
i wish my end would come already.
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Thanksgiving

It's that time of year, holiday feasts. 
Because I live in Canada, our thanksgiving is in October. 
But from this point on it's just thanksgiving and then the Christmas hype starts.
The weather outside is gloomy, cold and wet but still I feel a warmth in my heart.
I am thankful for life, as horrible as it is... life is an amazing gift and I am grateful. 
I am also thankful for my faith in Jesus. Above all, he's my strength and support in times of distress. The second chances he gives me is mind blowing, by this time I would have been dead or not even born yet. I am also thankful for the powerful music in my life, without I'd lose my mind and hope in God. these are the basic thanks I have.. and regardless if it is Thanksgiving or not.. we need to remember the things and people that are dear to us.

So here's a list of random thankful-ness.

I am...
- thankful for my camera
- thankful for the internet
- thankful for sushi
- thankful for stickam chats with Lets Get It   XD
- thankful for brutal breakdowns
- thankful for skinny pants
- thankful for Friends, the tv show.
- thankful for friends, the people.
- thankful to Jennifer and Ashley for letting me vent to them
- thankful for myspace and the crazy laughs it gives me
- THANKFUL FOR RELIENT K <333
- Thankful for The Devil Wears Prada.. and thus thankful for tdwp.net

to be honest this list will get completely random.
but I am thankful for everything. 
The hard times and test my character and make me strong... I am thankful.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING CANADA!
new picture from the new lens.
enjoy. 






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Brink of Disaster

This past week has been hell for me. I have no idea where to turn anymore, my emotions are completely mixed up, my physical body is absolutely drained and my mind has run out of ideas. I strive to do the best in everything, but for now it just seems to be not enough. For me, 83% is like an F... I need the 100%. That is just how my brain works and when I get anything lower than 100% I get discouraged. This is something I need to work on, it's getting ridiculous now. So far in all my subjects I have 83% and above in everything. So I guess that's good? I spend the whole day doing school, then as soon as I get home at 4, I'm back on the computer doing more school work until 10 at night. I can't do this anymore, my body is just sick of this. I always seem to be tense, I always think about school and those thoughts just bring more stress on me. 

Friend wise, there are some people I really want to leave me alone. They dump all their problems on me... and I have my own issues that no one cares to listen to.. so there's enough on my plate already. I love to help people when they have problems, but when they are manically depressed everyday, it does become too much to handle. I don't want to go to youth group anymore, I left early last week because I just can't handle being everyone's therapist. It's emotionally draining and I just came home and cried. The stress got to me and there was a breaking point. I feel somewhat depressed. It's a weird feeling and it just seems to drag me down. I'm starting to hate life. 

I am never good enough, I am everyone's problem solver and therapist. I am losing my sanity, the stress is driving me up the wall. I only have a few people to support me, however they aren't even here. It's hard cause for once, I need a hug and a shoulder to cry on. 

I took a hiatus from aim, msn, facebook and myspace. But it's difficult cause there are some friends that I need to talk to and for some these are their outlets. I need out. For once, i want to have fun without worrying about school and trying to get the highest grade. I put 110% in everything I do... isn't that enough?

Anyways, Thanksgiving is tomorrow as much as I would love to take the day off and relax. I can't; my history class has so many lecture notes I need all of Monday to study for our topic of the week/debate and it's due Tuesday. I can't cram everything in anymore. I just wish there was a pause button for life. 

Just pray for me, I need strength. 
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Good Deeds?

Yesterday at church my pastor mentioned that we should be doing deeds that glorify God, it was a continuation of the morning sermon. I miss the night one because I was helping in the nursery. As much as I would love to be in the sermon, I feel these moms need a break and a refreshing and encouraging time from the sermon so I help... plus I love babies so it's good. 

So, this morning at school my teacher has mentioned it and we had to write out things that we could do to please God. I think this is a great idea, because I try to be a good person, even with all my weird moods I just feel that I should be a nice person. A nice person that brings a smile to someone's day, just knowing that someone is smiling instead of crying makes me feel good. So we went through the Bible and I got some really good ones, I'm still working on it. However, I don't think it's a contest about how can get the longest list but rather a list that challenges us individually. Cause honestly a list of 200 things is overwhelming, but I rather make a list of things I can honestly, as in HONESTLY, try. Because what is the point of making a list? I would rather make of list of things I can practice. As these deeds really mean something and if you can't practice what you preach don't bother. This isn't a game, it's life. I want to be a good person. Also I just want to challenge myself to make myself proud, but rather try selfless good deeds. Do the deeds to make God happy, because it is a commandment that we need to obey. To obey is better than sacrifice. Obeying is a sacrifice of the heart, mind and body; willing to listen to those who has authority over you. That is a good deed, a deed that pleases God that fact that we are willing to put him before by obeying his word gives him joy and that's what I want to do.

OH BY THE WAY.
my camera has been charging for like 24 hours and it's still on 33%. It's making me a little angry cause I couldn't take pictures with my new lens. ARGH. it better work tomorrow for youth group or i'll be sad. and i don't like to be sad. 


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This Place Is a Prison

Instead of just giving updates here on the blog, from now I will be doing journal entries. 
I feel really strong that I should be conveying out my emotions and thoughts rather than keeping them inside. 

This week was over all a good week, I planned to go to youth group on Tuesday night and just as I was handing in my history debate of the week, I saw that I had a huge essay assignment due for Friday. I had to to ditch youth group, which was definitely disappointing. I started right away on the essay. It was a topic about Hitler and the scapegoats that he blamed for WWI. I had spent 4 days straight from 9am to 10pm researching Hitler and the war and I was absolutely amazed and shocked about what I had read. Hitler in my opinion, was not just some mad man he was a man who needed attention, he was jealous and he sought out revenge. Simple. I'll post my essay in this blog after my teacher marks it, just to avoid someone stealing it. I am really impressed with how I did, I hope I get a good grade. In simple terms.. Hitler had psychological conflicts from his childhood to his late twenties, and he was just insane. Enough said. 

Socially, I haven't seen any of my friends for about 2 weeks? I saw Kristen two weeks ago but for the rest of the gang it's been over a month. I miss them, I finally found a group of friend
s I can talk to, laugh, and dance with. We always have a great time just talking or rocking out to rock band. I hope I get to see them this Tuesday if my school work works out. Problem with the online school is that the history notes are posted on Tuesday.. which means I have to cram everything in one day... including videos, lecture notes and my first debate. It's absolutely ridiculous and I hope they get it up on Monday. If not, I'll have to miss youth again. I'll possibly email my teacher and ask what's going on. It's when the school does this, that I get extremely stressed out and in a bad mood. 

I also had a photoshoot planned with this girl who used to come to my school. The first time we did a shoot, it was good but I came to her so it was free. So last week she wants me to do 5 different sessions, design her comp card all for free. Honestly, that will take my whole weekend up, with editing and designing. So all of a sudden she ditches on MSN like she's dodging me. So her brother, who goes to the school says for me to give him my number so she can call. However I forgot because I was working with the teachers. So then he tells me she has an audition today, which was supposed to be the day of the photoshoot, she couldn't even tell me either so I would end up wasting my day waiting for her. So she logs in on MSN and is like 'F**k you B***h'...I don't like her.. I never did I was just being nice to her cause
 no one at the school liked her. But for her to do this, and then all the crap she's put me through when she went to my school. AH. I don't like her simple. Her mom paid $8,000 to do a shoot and the pictures didn't turn out good so they ask a 17 year old amateur photographer and then you treat me like this? Argh. End of it, she has money go hire someone else. Technically I wasn't hired.. they just assume I'd do 5 photoshoots, design the computer and print it out for her free. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN PRINCESS.  

Well that was the week. 
Kind of a vent session but this why I got this to write out anything and everything.

But! I got a cute new picture of my pastor/school principle's grand daughter. 
so very adorable. OH AND I'M GETTING A NEW LENS TODAY. 55-200 mm. woohoo. 
AND I GOT A FLICKR. check it out. 
http://flickr.com/photos/natahshapriya

bye my lovelies.. aka jennifer who is the only one is who reads this.

natahsha.. 




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COULD I BE ANYMORE EXCITED?!

This will be short.
Boy issues. 
School Stress. 
Friend Frustration. 
Planning out Photoshoots.

BUT NONE OF THAT MATTERS.
why you ask?
My online school (i'm homeschooled for those of you who do not know... well i take the courses online but i go to my old school for help when needed) has a trip called Comparative Civilizations and it has a trip to Italy and Greece. Well the class this year was filled really fast, and today around 3 pm the email was sent out for those who are interested on going on the trip.

Well, I did. And I'm not taking any of the supplementary courses so that is a negative factor.
AND THE TRIP IS FULL.

Did I mention that I got a spot?

aksdjh;fasfjhaldsjf!!!

ahhhh. 

YES. I'M EXCITED. WOOHOO. ITALY AND GREECE HERE I COME. 
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Showbread

These lyrics are just absolutely thought-provoking.
Amazing. 

The song is called 'Matthias Replaces Judas' by Showbread.
You should definitely check it out.

Here's the lyrics:

it is so that my transgressions have born a withered fruit,

the sun has scorched the rising plans;

alas they have no root, the bleached bones of animals bound by leather strips,

dance through the air with laughter as i wield this wicked whip,

as you did warn me carpenter, this world has weakened my heart,

so easily i disparage, self-seeking the work of my art,

and there you have come to me at the moment i bathe in my sorrow,

so in love with myself, sought after avoiding tomorrow,

where do you find the love to offer he who betrays you?

and offer to wash my feet as i offer to disobey you,

your beauty does bereave me, and how my words do fail,

so faithfully and dutifully i award you with betrayal,

the weak and the down trodden fall on broken legs,

as i walk past a smile i cast, fervor in my stead,

but my bones like plastic, do buckle backward now,

i lay in this field by Judas' bowels and anticipate the plow,

i can not be forgiven; my wages will be paid,

for those more lovely and admirable is least among the saved,

and where would i fit Jesus?

what place is left for me?

the price of atonement is more than i've found to offer up as my plea,

Jesus my heart is all i have to give to you, so weak and so unworthy,

this simply will not do, no alabaster jar, no diamond in the rough,

for your body that was broken, how can this be enough?

by me you were abandoned, by me you were betrayed,

yet in your arms and in your heart forever i have stayed

 

Your glory illuminates my life, and no darkness will descend,

for you have loved me forever, and your love will never end

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YIPEE!

STICKAM TONIGHT WITH LETS GET IT.
STOKED?
SO FREAKING STOKED.
AHHH. 

USELESS AGAIN BUT WHATEVER. 
I'M EXCITED.. GET OVER IT. 

http://myspace.com/letsgetit

<3
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ah.

okay just something short here.
i have an history essay due.
no problem.. i love the class.
always get a good grade.
but just i don't know if what I'm doing will be good enough for grade 12.
i've done the form posts/debate things I got 100% so I think i'm doing it right.
yeah... i don't know. 

sorry this is very useless i know. 
but i just left like randomly doing this.

okay goodnight. 

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Argh!

I have a load of school work to do.
It is ridiculous. 
I can do it... but I won't get any sleep. 
The only reason why I such a load is cause I spend such a long time on putting the best effort in the my time just goes out the window.... and then I have no time. 
As long as my History Essay is finished hopefully by tomorrow night i'll be happy.

TALKING ABOUT THURSDAY.
IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A STICKAM SESSION WITH LETS GET IT.
just so you know, these guys are such sweethearts. 
their music kicks butt and they are just so sweet. 
GO HAVE A LOOKSIE.

okay. 
AND THEY POSTPONED IT. 
WHY? i don't know.
i think because of the hurricane-like weather.
so now i'm a little sad and/or angry. I was looking so forward to it.. but yeah. 



and um. i think that's it.
this is just a random blog that i decided to do. 

i shall update you tomorrow. 

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Back to Being a Nerd.

I finally started World of Warcraft since March. 
I got my copy and I'm starting back at level one. 
If you play, come find me.
Bethelmara, I'm with Alliance on Korgath. 

But I may stop, to get ahead in my school work... so I have more game time during the week. 

Oh and prayer please. 
I'm nauseously sick, and I have no idea why. 
My school is coming down with something and this is it I suppose.

TIPS FOR PARENTS.
IF YOUR KIDS ARE SICK KEEP THEM HOME. 
they are infecting other kids and then kids like me are at home playing WoW all day. 
because your kids made us sick. 

ahahahahahahaaha. 
okay bye. 


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Can It Be True?



My life is making a turn around.

I was originally going to post a vent a week ago.

But my heart just stopped me and gave the word... wait.

I did and this week at school, it was so great.

We’re putting our differences aside and we understand each other.

Maturity is finally developing for all of us, even for those of who are may have been mature already. I may not have to leave my school anymore; I don’t have to worry about this anymore. I’ve prayed for 12 years that this tension would go, and it has. I am so grateful, beyond words. This is amazing, the feeling of seeing such a long prayer to be finally answere

d. I can smile and truly mean it.

 

OH AND I GOT GLASSES.

http://www.unitedshades.com/product.asp?idmodel=dd1135&switchtocol=719&utm_source=pricegrabber&utm_medium=cpc&utm_content=d&g%20by%20dolce%20&%20gabbana

 

I’ll post another *cough*better*cough* picture later this week when my room isn’t so dark. 




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Words of Inspiration


I had a conversation with a friend yesterday about God and the trials of life that we endure.
This is also for my friend, you need help. I pray for you everyday. You are too young to be throwing your life away. I am your friend, please realize this. You call me 2 am when you are heavily sedated, and yet I am still here. Please change, for your family, your friends, and most importantly yourself. 'I hope to God, that you feel this now' - Underoath.

This is just my words of the conversation. 
I want to post them here so she will see them and if you (anyone) just happen to see this and pass by my blog... I hope that whatever trials you are going through that you know God is there and life is worth living. 

Some of these will seem a little incomplete, as I was having a conversation... but hopefully you get the main point of what I was saying. 

life is a battle. that's what i can tell you. life is a a dark hole of misery and hell.

life is hard cause your a christian. thats the battle we take on.


maybe it's a greater test cause he has something bigger and better than you can ever imagine.


i've gone through hell and back. no one has a freaking idea of my life and how difficult it is. but all this helps me in the end.


the hotter the fire the brighter the shine.


God's your hope and your provider and he has more than you ever could dream of.


you want 2 things? well he will give  you twenty fold.

remember when the burden seems to much the beare the end will justify the pain it took to get us there.

it won't be for nothing. don't worry. just rely on God. he's the one. no one else. people fail. big time. he will never and the more you rely on him. the greater he has in store for you


no need for hope. believe it's already there. you're just on the journey to the destination

you know when you buy a plane ticket.

It's paid in full, you just have to endure the trip to get there.

You know what you have, it is there... this is just the preparing before you get there. 


Without pain and sadness, we would never know what happiness or joy would feel like. 


a rebirth.

well i had this thing about africa.

a lightening bolt started fire.. and burned the forest.

everything was dead and gone but underneath there is life.

and it will grow back ten fold. and more.

like a forest fire. 



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keep quiet, quiet! [summer summary]

I set this blog up in June, and I didn’t really do anything in order to put date this.

Sorry. Even though no one actually reads this.

 

Summer updates.

I shall keep this simple.

 

-       I got a mac.

-       I did my first band photoshoot ever.

-       I bought a tripod

-       I took summer school, which was never really completed.

-       I got a new version of Photoshop.

 

I prefer not to flood you with too much detail.

My summer was okay, Just a SIMPLE okay.

Nothing great and nothing memorable.

I had a great summer planned out but people bailed; I was often replaced and forgotten.

I spent the majority of my summer at the library or in my house.

I wish I could have a second chance to start over, this whole year in general.

But I have learned to move on, to forgive and forget even, if the world makes a job out of reminding you of your past mistakes and failures.

 

This is my summer summed up.

If I actually kept up with this, then there would be more.

But this is it for now.

 

 

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